Why Am I So Bad When In My Heart I Only Want To Be Like You?

I am a weak person. One day I will be able to do exactly what I should, but I can’t keep it up. I fail, especially those who need me the most. People will be expecting me to be the great person, the holy one, the one to solve all problems. If I allow myself to be put in that position, I will fail them. Everyone must know that I am a sinner, a failure, a wimp. They may not believe me at first, but they will. As soon as they really get to know me.